i want to ask you a question
have you ever thought of what you did to me?
how could you? you're such a shame. you tore my heart into pieces, then you threw me away like i was just a ragdoll. what am i to you? what have i done to deserve this?
listen, i seriously dont think we could stay together. you're always complaining about me and.. i dont know? we're just not a perfect match
so throwing me out of your life was a good idea?
i NEVER said it was a good idea, neither did i forget about you. i wanted to talk it out sometime, but, you're never in the mood to do that, so i respect it. i just waited.
well you could've just told me and we'd find a way to figure it out together earlier, and none of this would've happened. they all HATE me because of you. ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
okay but why blame me? what have i done at fault? all i've done was avoid you and distance you?? its because you've been hurting me all this time and im tired of it.
you dont sound serious at all. do you even know what we're getting ourselves into?
do you think i know? im all confused and angry. how could i have torn your heart into pieces when i've NEVER done anything without you?
oh my GOD. YOU'RE AT IT AGAIN! DOZING OFF, NOT PAYING ATTENTION, IS THIS SOME KIND OF COPING MECHANISM YOU USE AGAINST ME?! genuinely, WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?!
you cant just say that when both of us dont know whats wrong either, what has crossed your mind to suddenly yell at me?
oh i know DAMN WELL what you did. distancing yourself from me to gossip about me to other people instead of talking it out! do you even KNOW why YOU did this? i bet you dont! BECAUSE YOU NEVER DID.
and? what about you? do you not have anything that you've done that was mentally draining and hurting me? tell me. what did you do that wasnt about me?
oh i dont know! cry all alone in my room because of my mother?
that wasnt even a real message oh my god. YOU made it up, okay? so you seriously have NO rights to be criticizing me for nothing i've done wrong.
im done with you.
what?
i said im fucking done. done with you. i dont need you anymore. if you refuse to go by my orders, i dont need you anymore.
im fucking tired of you. you alone. i could've find somebody else before this.
oh, so I needed to play along with your little skits and schemes, only to be thrown away like a toy once you're done with me? i loved you so much-- i refused to leave you through thick and thin. but have you? you left me when i was struggling to figure it out alone. you know DAMN WELL i couldnt do it.
you're gone. gone from my life, and soon this world. im glad you're gone. you're nothing but a nuisance to me. i hate you so much.
oh.